IT

I am running faster and faster some days I get away,
other days IT gets me and holds me tight,
I scream, yell, I am angry.........

until a hug of reassurance,
IT cant take me away,
I fight IT.

With an understanding touch or word, I stop....

Awake again I begin the day
running faster than before.

For awhile I can rest,
IT seems to rest too.

Then because of one trip, one miss, IT's back closer than before.

Will I ever out pace IT?

I am told no
I will someday tire beyond recuperating.

And then I must face IT

Even go towards IT,
Through a door,
into a room with IT.

Experience IT all over again, CRY, YELL, SCREAM with IT.

Until the pain eases and I am surrounded by a light,
a warm light,
an energized light,
a feeling of no fear,
just trust, hope, peace and most of all unconditional LOVE!

IT is not gone
But IT is powerless to cause me to run anymore.

I walk out the door
the LIGHT follows,
encompasses me,
guides me, enlightens me.

IT stays behind.
I walk,
no longer running, running, running,
but living for TODAY

WOW

Wow lots of ideas...
 
My life is at a stand still.... What can I do to create a desire to live my dreams and goals passionately...    
 
God Only Really Knows= GORK
 
My trust is in God (the Universe), I know I must be moving for the miracle to happen...
 
No one will discover me clothed in a cloak of doubt...
 
rather a Sequined Gown of self confidence that says I can do this; I will succeed in being me and build this life!
 
Only in the dance of moving towards a goal do I see God (the Universe) answering me.  
 
Only then in a twirl of faith in Gods caring arms will I see it happen.
 
So I will not... I refuse to accept the wall flower attitude of waiting instead I will stand up and walk towards my partner of life and announce its time to dance for all I am worth.... during this dance I will yield and learn to correctly execute each step...I will succeed at my dance for life!!!
 
Because I have the God of Life, Love and Abundance... I trust him with all of me!!!